Wednesday, March 5, 2008

i'll never say i miss, ever again.

That is why I said happiness disappears the very moment it comes. I cannot even be happy for a while, because something else would be taken away from me soon after. Stupid rebecca toh. How could you make me stay home on a Wednesday night?! Hahaa. Don't worry, I still love you though. I should just be good and stay home to study for my quiz on Friday, which I am like, twenty percent prepared for? What the fuck is wrong with me. I'm so disgusted, with how I am messing up my whole life.

Why is it just so difficult still?

You, you make me feel like a lousy piece of shit. Am I just so fucking bad. Fuck.