her eyes spat tears the taste of rust

My headache is killing me so much I swear it has not been this bad before. My head hurts with every step I take, every word I say and even every breath I take. My mum saw me stumbling to the kitchen to pop a pill and was horrified by my reluctance to see the doctor. And she said what if you fell asleep because of the pain and never woke up after that? I almost wanted to tell her, I wish that would really happen.

But for now, it's so so painful I really wish I could die.


, 12:45am

Why does it still hurt so bad after having popped the pills twice and taken a nap. Something inside, is burning up. Arghh, every movement of my head kills me.