我们对了错了要了给了却都忘了.

It's amazing, how those tears could still find their way through even when I'd tried all my might to shut my eyes tight. How long has it been; the sudden influx of salt content in the eyes made them hurt a thousand times worse.

Because we come up with all the words we could think of to push forth a strong exterior; just to crumble into pieces beneath it in a saccade. Because we do not make ourselves hate, because we do not learn to hate, because we can't hate.

One day, I will smile like how I used to. I will smile because I sincerely feel it. Will it be long? What if it never comes. In the end, we all scramble to find a way, to let ourselves wait, even if it's forever. End it now then, won't you.