her eyes spat tears the taste of rust

I didn't mean to skip my lecture today. The very first I skipped this semester. It just doesn't feel right because I'm not supposed to. Hahaa. I've kicked away the bad habit of being super late for lectures or just skipping them totally. So it will not happen again!! But I woke up this morning with a splitting headache and my eyes just refused to open. And it was raining. And so I succumbed.

Coffee keeps me sane, while I crumble inwardly, unknowingly.

What's tearing my head apart, I want to know.