tonight the sky above, reminds me of you.

Meredith: "In general, lines are there for a reason. For security, for clarity. If you choose to cross the line, you pretty much do so at your own risk. So why is it that the bigger the line, the greater the temptation to cross it? We cant help ourselves. When we see a line we want to cross it. Maybe it’s the thrill of the unfamiliar, a sort of personal dare. The only problem is once that you’ve crossed, it’s almost impossible to go back."


Tonight I see a clearer picture. I see who, and how I've become. I feel the fear in me, anxiously trying to mask what others hvn't seen, trying to paint an untainted picture. I see the time slip away while my feet are rooted to the same spot. We all need time, but time has never waited for anyone. It just goes on quietly, until one day, when you decided to turn back for a split second, you realized that so much has gone and left, and without you.

But I still go on each day, with the exhaustion seeping through me. And waiting, waiting for that breaking point. Because nothing seems right anymore. Because nothing feels right anymore.